Saturday, January 2, 2010

Virginia Woolf



"I feel certain that I am going mad again. I feel we can't go through another of those terrible times. And I can't recover this time. I begin to hear voices, and I can't concentrate. So I am doing what seems the best thing to do. You have given me the greatest possible happiness. You have been in every way all that anyone could be. I don't think two people could have been happier 'til this terrible disease came. I can't fight any longer. I know that I am spoiling your life, that without me you could work. And you will I know. You see I can't even write this properly. I can't read. What I want to say is I owe all the happiness of my life to you. You have been entirely patient with me and incredibly good. I want to say that — everybody knows it. If anybody could have saved me it would have been you. Everything has gone from me but the certainty of your goodness. I can't go on spoiling your life any longer. I don't think two people could have been happier than we have been" - V


Nota terakhir untuk suaminya sebelum dia tenggelam di sungai berhampiran rumahnya dengan cara memenuhkan batu-batu di overcoat yang dipakainya.

Nota paling manis pernah aku baca.

2 comments:

  1. nota bunuh diri kadang kadang sgtlah manis untuk dibaca..mereka akan tulis seikhlas dan setulus yang mungkin..

    apa apa pon,nota ini feel dia sama seperti kita membaca suicide note dari kurt cobain

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  2. yeah....
    suicide note....

    nice blog sis=)

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